61 Years!

 

My grandparents would have celebrated 61 years today. 

I miss them so much. 

Random things make me think of them, like walking down the baking aisle in the grocery store and  seeing pecans...i still get this punch in the gut feeling and tears swell up in my eyes just thinking about how much I miss my Grandma and her pecan pie. 

Or seeing a beautiful flower bloomed up high in a random tree, makes my heart so heavy as I think "man, pawpaw would have really appreciated the beauty in that"..i have adopted his love for natures beauty...and the excitement he found in capturing those perfect photographed moments...

Missing them will probably be something I will forever struggle with. 

I sure hope God is enjoying them, and I hope Heaven  is everything and more that they believed it would be, because I would have loved to have had them  here just a while longer.