Saturday, March 20, 2010

Meeting them for the 1st time 3-20-10

Meeting Emma

Meeting Molly

When we entered NICU it was me rick my mom and dad.

Walking into the doors I felt overwhelemed because the babies were in 2 different rooms and I didnt know which room to go to first. I did NOT want to feel like i was choosing one over the other.

Thankfully the choice was made for me. The lady at the check in desk told me that the nurses were busy with Emma and that I would need to go see Molly.

So we walk in to see Molly and I just cried. There she was. My little baby girl who I waited and prayed so hard for. I opened up the door on her bed, held her hand, and just talked to her as if she could understand every word I was saying.


I then walked over to the next room to meet Miss Emma. The nurse was still at her bed side but I was able to still go up and see her.
She was so tiny and looked so sick almost but yet so perfect and beautiful. She had no weight to her face at all. My heart just broke for her. I sat down in a chair next to her bed and she wrapped her little hand around my finger and we just silently bonded.

Meeting them both was so sureal.

Emma since birth has a whole new healthier look to her. And so does Molly. Molly has lost over a pound all of which was the extra fluid build up inside her little body. She looks like a totally different baby. They both do. They are so strong and healthy now and nothing is really holding them back.

God is so wonderful.

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